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High School Suicide Pact

by Furry Loser

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1.
Sad Gen 03:08
I used to think every year got better; that doesn’t happen anymore. We used to hang out very often; I haven’t seen you in a while. And everyone wants me to be something; all I’d like to do is smile. I’ve lost my happiest memories; I’ll never be as happy as before. But my worries are just silly nonsense; often enough, I want everything to scram. Nobody cares anyway, and this chorus reminds me of another song. Never really knew what ‘time’ meant, but I’d like to have some more. And I don’t really wanna be alone, but I prefer it anyway. And every day’s a Monday; feeling shitty every day. Why does anything exist? What even is life anymore? But my worries are just silly nonsense; often enough, I want everything to scram. Everybody cares anyway, and this chorus reminds me of another song. I used to think everything got better; but it doesn’t anymore.
2.
I Kissed You 02:49
3.
Suicide Pact 02:37
I see you everywhere no matter where I go. I run away, but you are everything I know. You come into my head at night. You know I’m not all-right and we get into a fight. Do what you’ve gotta do and say the words are right. Do what you know it’s best, undress with me tonight. It’s better if we leave it for suicide pact, suicide pact. I’ll see you in the morning when the sun comes, when the sun comes. My friends, they say it’s good, but I think they’ve gone mad. I won’t see you again and just that thought is bad. Let’s go; just you and me into a better life. You know now I’m all-right, let’s get away tonight. Do what you’ve gotta do and say the words are right. Do what you know it’s best, undress with me tonight. It’s better if we leave it for suicide pact, suicide pact. I’ll see you in the morning when the sun comes, when the sun comes. If he shoots now, she will follow. If we blow up, no one will know. If I tell you that I love you, will we forget about our suicide pact? Suicide pact (x3) But I’ll never forget us.
4.
Meant 03:37
I don’t know how I’m supposed to feel now that you’ve gone down and out on us. I find myself grasping at straws, feeling like the world’s collapsing; I don’t even know what for. Life ain’t all sunshine, but I felt like it could be when I held your hand in mine. Now that you let go of our friendship, I guess I should think of just me, but it’s hard to forget what I thought was meant to be. For the longest time, I felt the need to say the things I had in mind ‘cause I miss talking to you and I’m afraid this means you’re leaving me behind. I still don’t understand where it went wrong. Is it you or is it me? But I thought we were meant to be. I’ve been seeing you everywhere since you said we were done; kinda sad when I found out you ditched me for another one. (Is it you or is it me? But I thought we were meant to be; the things we had meant lots to me; I didn’t think I’d see you flee.) I still remember how you let go of our love; I’m torn everyday when I think of what you said; guess we weren’t meant to be. But I still thank you for making me feel like I had never felt before. Even if that means you’ll go, maybe that’s what it’s meant for. Probably it’s the best for the both of us; you made me realize that we were real, vulnerable and in need ‘cause we weren’t meant to be. And I’ll be happy again; I’ll find my way out of this one even if it’s hard for me to forget what I thought; what I thought was meant to be. And I wish you well; after all, I don’t care anymore. Well, I do, but I should be strong when I think of me and you. I want you in my life; I need you. Could it be just you and me? I guess not; after all, we were never meant to be.
5.
Ballad of 04:18

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Songs about sadness, breakups, loss, anger.

Back in high school, we always had this ongoing joke: when the going got rough (or just when we were bored/tired), we'd jokingly propose a suicide pact in order to avoid presenting homework, working on projects, etc. Everyone would agree, or move the date of the "suicide pact" according to their schedules. Some teachers were in on the joke too and stuff, it was good fun all around.

(Finished November 21st, 2019.)

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released December 23, 2018

Rolffrom - Vocals/Drums/Guitar/Bass/Keys/Everything you're listening to, along with cover arts, writing, recording, producing, performing, all that good stuff.

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I'm Ed St. Clair — "Rolffrom", a 22 y/o musician/furry visual artist.

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