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I see you often in my dreams
I talk ‘bout you with all my friends
But I’m afraid that you might see me
Somewhat just of odds and ends
When I’m walking in the park
When I’m buying groceries
I hum to your songs’ sweet melodies
And I don’t know what to do
If I ever meet you
I will probably collapse
Could I maybe please hug you?
I’m in love with a rockstar, baby!
I’m one of many guys and ladies
Who dance to your music night and day
You’ll never love me; there’s no way
My friends call me and tell me
Rockstar is in town
When I think ‘bout seeing him
My heart just pounds and pounds
I buy tickets to go and see him play live
I’m in the front row
He will see me dance tonight
I’m in love with a rockstar, baby!
He’s so talented and sexy
Tonight I will dance till my body gives out
While he sings his heart out
Suddenly, his music stops and
He comes down from the stage
He looks at me, and only at me, and
Yells out, “I love you!”
Now we spend every moment together
Every day’s a new adventure
I didn’t know what to do,
But now I know I’m yours
I’m in love with a rockstar, baby!
The kind that hugs me every morning
And lets me know that I’m the
Only one for him
I’m in love with a rockstar, baby!
The kind that loves you back; it’s crazy!
I’m in love with a rockstar, baby!
And there’s nothing you can do when you’re in love
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Sad Gen
03:30
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I used to think every year got better
That doesn’t happen anymore
We used to hang out very often
I haven’t seen you in a while
And everyone wants me to be something
All I’d like to do is smile
I’ve lost my happiest memories
I’ll never be as happy as before
But my worries are just silly nonsense
And often enough, I want everything to scram
Nobody cares anyway
And this chorus reminds me of another song
Never really knew what ‘time’ meant
But I’d like to have some more
And I don’t really wanna be alone
But I prefer it anyway
And every day’s a Monday
Feeling shitty every day
Why does anything exist?
What even is life anymore?
But my worries are just silly nonsense
And often enough, I want everything to scram
Everybody cares anyway
And this chorus reminds me of another song
I used to think everything got better
But it doesn’t anymore
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Funny Animals
01:26
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Funny animals call me in my sleep
And they’ve become friends I wanna keep
‘Cause the real friends I have
Are nothing but a bunch of sheep
Funny animals call me to the sea
The only place I wanna be
Perhaps if I sink down into the water
Everybody will let me be
Funny animals say the nicest things
They promise it’ll all get better
Funny animals say the nicest things
They promise it’ll all get better
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Don't Like You Anymore
02:17
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You wanted me to come
And see you play your show
But I don’t really feel like I should
Lose myself and go
‘Cause I don’t know how to
Put this in a subtle way
I just don’t feel the same way
I’ve felt these other days
‘Cause I used to feel like
I had never felt before
but now I feel like
I don’t like you anymore
‘Cause you gave me your heart
And your love and so much more
But I’ve changed and
I think I don’t like you anymore
This life of yours and mine
Could never come afloat
But you can’t deny
I really wanted it to work
‘Cause I used to feel like
I had never felt before
but now I feel like
I don’t like you anymore
‘Cause you gave me your heart
And your love and so much more
But I’ve changed and
I think I don’t like you anymore
And if you still blame me
For the dirty things you did
I guess it’s better that
I left you for me
‘Cause in the end, it wasn’t
Really me who changed
it was you who ruined it
By treating me like shit
‘Cause I used to feel like
I had never felt before
but now I feel like
I don’t like you anymore
‘Cause I gave you my heart
And my love and so much more
But you've changed and
I think I don’t like you anymore
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Tom
03:54
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Tom is a cat with a fluffy long tail
and paws as white as anyone could tell
He's got a thing for John who lives downstreet
John is an older shep from Long Island
His knees are scraped, works as a mailman
He's married and has three kids
Stupid is the life we chose to live
And now we pay in deep regret
I don't see an easy exit
To the troubles I've met
Dunno where I'm gonna go
And if you see me, let me know
Let me out and let me in
I wanna leave what I've been
And Jan is a bunny in her 30s
She loves her best friend Rosalía
Maybe a little too much
But Rosalía isn't really into people at all
This eagle just wants a best friend
Stupid is the life we chose to live
And now we pay in deep regret
I don't see an easy exit
To the troubles I've met
Dunno where I'm gonna go
And if you see me, let me know
Let me out and let me in
I wanna leave what I've been
Nobody knows what they really need
But everyone knows what they desire
All they want is to be admired
Like in their dirtiest and dumbest dreams
Where everything is tailor made
For them to feel good
Stupid is the life we chose to live
And now we pay in deep regret
I don't see an easy exit
To the troubles I've met
Dunno where I'm gonna go
And if you see me, let me know
Let me out and let me in
I wanna leave what I've been
Stupid is the life we chose to live
And now we pay in deep regret
I don't see an easy exit
To the troubles I've met
Dunno where I'm gonna go
And if you see me, let me know
Let me out and let me in
I wanna leave what I've been
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Marco & Marty
03:14
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Don’t you think it’s kinda weird?
Last time we met I still smoked cigarettes
It’s been a long time, and to be fair
Not seeing you has been my biggest regret
Now I’m back ‘cause I received your call
And I’m scared you think I don’t care anymore
You think I’m heartless and a distant jerk
But I do care
And friendship is sharing wakeful hours
Instead of well-rested solitude
And I’m alone again
What happened to my friend?
I’m whole with you, but I’m afraid
I’ll just rely on you to be myself
I’ll go again; I’ll go again
But it’s so hard to go and run away
From what you love
But now I’m back 'cause I received your call
I’m scared you think I don’t care anymore
You think I’m heartless and a distant jerk
But I do care
And friendship is sharing wakeful hours
Instead of well-rested solitude
And friendship is sharing wakeful hours
Instead of well-rested solitude
And friendship is sharing wakeful hours
Instead of well-rested solitude
And friendship is sharing wakeful hours
Instead of well-rested solitude
And friendship is sharing wakeful hours
Instead of well-rested solitude
And I’m alone again
But I still wanna be your friend
And when I’m with you
I feel like I don’t have to be
Anything but who I am
And I’d give it all to feel like that
‘Cause friendship is sharing wakeful hours
Instead of well-rested solitude
And after all we’ve been through
I still love you
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Cliché
04:27
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There lived a dog long ago
Who wanted to touch the sky
But his luck was gone and so were his friends
He could only gaze up at night
One day he closed up the door
And left his home all by himself
He said, “I will travel and touch the sky;
I won’t let this dream sit on the shelf.”
Along the way, he met a mouse
The mouse let him stay at his house
He said, “You can’t touch the sky.”
And the dog replied, “Well, I might as well just try.”
The both of them came up with a plan
Not before having some flan
The mouse said, “I’ll build some wings,
So you can fly and maybe touch the sky.”
A dog’s flying above your head now
He says he’ll touch the fucking sky
And all you care ‘bout are my problems
You should go fly a kite
The dog’s flying up in the air
He doesn’t want to come down
As he’s flying, the mouse steals all his junk and
Runs away from the scene
Then it started to pour rain
A bolt of lightning hit the dog
Guess you can’t touch the sky, but maybe
The sky itself can touch you instead
A dog’s flying above your head now
He says he’ll touch the fucking sky
And all you care ‘bout are my problems
You should go fly a kite
A dog’s flying above your head now
He says he’ll touch the fucking sky
And all you care ‘bout are my problems
You should go fly a kite
A dog’s flying above your head now
He says he’ll touch the fucking sky
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Ghost
03:48
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You told me earlier tonight
That you hate my guts
And you hate them so much
You wanna rip them out
Then go ahead and rip them out
And make me cry
And make me wail
And rip my tail
Don't make me wait
And you killed me, you killed me
You used me like everyone
Said you would
Did you enjoy tearing me into pieces?
And I'm a ghost, I'm a ghost
But at least I'm your ghost
I'm a ghost, I'm a ghost
But at least I'm your ghost
And you will dance with my ghost
For the rest of the night
For the rest of the night
And I'm no longer myself
I'm just a ghost in your hands
I'm a ghost in your hands
And I'm a ghost, I'm a ghost
But at least I'm your ghost
I'm a ghost, I'm a ghost
But at least I'm your ghost
And you made me smile so hard
As you lied to me
And said you loved me
And you will dance with my ghost
For the rest of the night
For the rest of the night
And I'm no longer myself
I'm just a ghost in your hands
I'm a ghost in your hands
And I'm a ghost, I'm a ghost
But at least I'm your ghost
I'm a ghost, I'm a ghost
But at least I'm your ghost
And I'm a ghost, I'm a ghost
But at least I'm your ghost
I'm a ghost, I'm a ghost
But at least I'm your ghost
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It's Funny
03:03
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If the sun came out at night
What would we be like?
Would we work or
Would we dance all day?
Think about it once or twice
And I know you’ll understand
That it could be very tiring anyway
It’s funny how we are
Every day’s the same for all of us
It’s funny how we are
What if we were gone to outer space?
In outer space, everything
Seems wildly interesting
It’s been a million years
Or maybe more
But you’ll see the things that
Used to happen are the same again
Every day we work and dance all day
It’s funny how we are
Every day’s the same for all of us
It’s funny how we are
Every day’s the same for all of us
It’s funny how we are
Every day’s the same for all of us
It’s funny how we are
Every day’s the same for all of us
Every day’s the same for all of us
Every day in outer space is
Boring and alike
We work all day and dance all night
Again
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Winston & Julia
04:01
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While I may try to remember
The times we used to play
Alone in the dark
Will come out another day
You used to call me by a name
I forgot which; that's a shame
All I know is you told me
You'd meet me at a dirty café
And I'm trying to save all the memories
I know I can't talk about
And I wish I could hold your hand
When we're wandering around
Do you think we'll ever be in bed again?
Sharing moments away from
What goes around us?
And I'm trying to save all the memories
I know I can't talk about
And I wish I could hold your hand
When we're wandering around
Do you think we'll ever be in bed again?
Sharing moments away from
What goes around us?
But if we are looking for death to come
We can share another night, my love
What we do is no more than a crime, and so
by tomorrow, we could be gone
We could be gone; we could be gone
So if I try to remember
The times we used to play
I could very well
End up like we did that day
So I bid my goodbyes
No tears shed from our eyes
So long, as for now
I’ll never see you again
And I'm trying to save all the memories
I know I can't talk about
And I wish I could hold your hand
When we're wandering around
Do you think we'll ever be in bed again?
Sharing moments away from
What goes around us?
And I'm trying to save all the memories
I know I can't talk about
And I wish I could hold your hand
When we're wandering around
Do you think we'll ever be in bed again?
Sharing moments away from
What goes around us?
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Suicide Pact
04:31
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I see you everywhere
No matter where I go
I run away, but you are
Eerything I know
You come into my head at night
You know I’m not all-right
And we get into a fight
Do what you’ve gotta do
Ad say the words are right
Do what you know is best
Undress with me tonight
It’s better if we leave it for a
Suicide pact, suicide pact
I’ll see you in the morning
When the sun comes, when the sun comes
My friends, they say it’s good
But I think they’ve gone mad
I won’t see you again
And just the thought is bad
Let’s go; just you and me
Into a better life
You know now I’m all-right
Let’s get away tonight
Do what you’ve gotta do
Ad say the words are right
Do what you know is best
Undress with me tonight
It’s better if we leave it for a
Suicide pact, suicide pact
I’ll see you in the morning
When the sun comes, when the sun comes
If he shoots now, she will follow
If we blow up, no one will know
If I tell you that I love you
Will we forget about our suicide pact?
Our suicide pact, suicide pact
Our suicide pact, suicide pact
Suicide pact, suicide pact
But I’ll never forget us
Never forget us
Never forget us
Never forget us
Never forget us
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I don't know how
I'm supposed to feel now that you've
gone down and out on us
I find myself grasping at straws
Feeling like the world's collapsing
I don't even know what for
Life ain't all sunshine
But I felt like it could be
when I held your hand in mine
Now that you let go of our friendship
I guess I should think of just me
But it's hard to forget
What I thought was meant to be
For the longest time
I felt the need to say the things
I had in mind
'Cause I miss talking to you
And I'm afraid this means you're
leaving me behind
I still don't understand
where we went wrong
Is it you or is it me?
But I thought we were meant to be
I've been seeing you everywhere
since you said we were done
Kinda sad when I found out
you ditched me for another one
Is it you or is it me?
But I thought we were meant to be
The things we had meant lots to me
I didn't think I'd see you flee
I still remember
how you let go of our love
I'm torn every day
when I think of what you said
Guess we weren't meant to be
But I still thank you for
making me feel like I had never felt before
Even if that means you'll go
Maybe that's what it's meant for
Probably it's the best for the both of us
You made me realize we were real
Vulnerable and in need
'Cause we weren't meant to be
And I'll be happy again
I'll find my way out of this one
Even if it's hard for me
To forget what I thought
What I thought was meant to be
And I wish you well
After all
I don't care anymore
Well, I do
But I should be strong
When I think of me and you
I want you in my life
I need you
Could it be just you and me?
I guess not
After all
We were never meant to be
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13. |
Skater Love Story
03:42
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Bandages cover his legs
And soft red hair his head
He doesn’t speak that much
He fell off his board a lot
While trying to impress
Impress the boy he loves
It’s always been like this
Can’t tell him what he feels
He’s scared he’ll break his dreams
But it’s a given anyway
'Cause he has a girlfriend
And he’ll never realize
He could break his heart
And leave him all alone
Why would he want to
Be friends after that?
One day he came alone
His girl broke up with him
And moved to Tennessee
He couldn’t go with her
He ended up alone
Alone with his best friend
He said he loved him more
Than he loved her
Then the lonely boy
Tried to kiss him
He pushed him back and told him
He wanted to be left alone
“Well, you surely screwed this one up
didn’t you?”
He came back the next day and said,
“I’m sorry I pushed you
And called you names.”
“I have never kissed a boy, but maybe
I’d like to try… to try with you again.”
Our lonely boy smiled at him
And took him by the hand
He never let it go
People see them all the time
When they go and skate at night
They skate holding hands
They skate holding hands
They skate holding hands
People see them all the time
When they go and skate at night
They skate holding hands
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rolffrom Nova Scotia
I'm Ed St. Clair — "Rolffrom", a 22 y/o furry visual artist/musician.
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contact: rolffrom@gmail.com
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